Ryan's return to work

Ryan has been at home with me and Kale since Kale was born. So tomorrow it would have been a month he has taken off from work haha :) I didn't realize he had taken off that much until I did the math. I have loved having him at home and us getting to spend so much time as a family. Tomorrow he goes back to work, I had completely forgotten about it until on the way home from breakfast he said he was dreading tomorrow. It sure is going to be interesting me being at home without him. It is kind of sad. I love having him home and us all spending the days together. I hate that he has to go back to work too for the pure fact that is probably going to kill his back. I feel so bad for him. I know he can't wait to get his surgery and to be honest I can't wait for him to get it either. His back is causing him so much pain. Sometimes he can't even hold his son for long periods of time because that hurts it. He gets surgery on April 2nd. So he won't be back at work for long before he is back at the house with us. I think my sister might come down and help us out the first week just because not only am I going to have to take care of our son but I am sure he won't exactly be mobile right after his surgery and will need my help with things too. I am going to be one busy girl taking care of both of my babies. :) I hope that the surgery corrects the problem for good. My mom and I were talking while she was down here and I don't even know how I am going to be able to be at the hospital with him while is getting the surgery. I mean for one I definitely can't spend the night because we have Kale. And then also there are so many germs and things that Kale could catch in the hospital and I definitely don't want to expose him to any of that especially because he hasn't had his first round of shots yet. So it should be interesting to say the least as to how I am going to be there for my husband. I really don't want him to go through this alone. He has always been there for me. He went to all of my doctor appointments when I was pregnant except two and he just could not be there because of work. So I want to be there for him, especially when it is something like surgery. I don't know how long he has to stay in the hospital. Last time he had back surgery they sent him home after 24 hours but that was only because he hounded the crap out of them and that surgery was not as big as this one. So hopefully it will work out and I can be there for him. If my sister can come down at least she could watch Kale for a little bit so I could spend some time at the hospital because I don't want my husband to go through this alone. It is something him and I are going to have to sit down and talk about, but I hope it works out so that i can be there for him. I know it would mean the world to him and it is very important to me.

I will post tomorrow and give details about mine and Kale's first day at home without daddy!